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Self-Improvement · Martha Beck and Rowan Mangan

Bewildered

by Martha Beck and Rowan Mangan

What if we stopped listening to the controlling voice of the culture around us, and instead learned to reconnect with our own true nature?  Sometimes we aren’t even sure why we feel so bewildered… and discontented… and even downright miserable. Often it’s because we have let the forces of society replace our own instinctive knowledge of what is right for us.  Now, it’s time for us to find that voice again—before it’s too late. For Martha and Rowan, Job One is to live according to our deepest truths, making the commitment to feeling good even when it means looking weird. We believe that this is how we will reinvent our world—from the inside out— to create a society that’s kinder, more equitable, and more ecologically sustainable than the one we see around us right now.  This is the vision that we laugh and stumble and chat and feel our way towards here on this podcast.  Did we mention LAUGH? We want no part of personal and global transformation if it isn’t fun! So if you struggle to find a place where people who are as idealistic and brokenhearted, as silly and deeply sincere, as bewildered as you are—you might have just arrived.  Welcome!

Latest episodes

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Are We There Yet?

We’re all chasing a destination—that big promotion, that perfect relationship, that hundred million dollars—convinced that once we arrive there, life will finally stop li

Sep 23
55 min

Hadestown and the Mythology of Work

This time on Bewildered, we’re doing something kind of interesting… Using the brilliant Broadway musical Hadestown by Anaïs Mitchell, we explore how we feel about work, m

Sep 9
58 min

Why is This Always Happening to Me?

Trying to figure out why something always happens to you? In this episode of Bewildered, we’re talking about recognizing patterns that repeat in our lives, what causes th

Aug 26
59 min

Playing Without Performing

Do you ever feel like there are invisible people in your head criticizing your every move, even when you’re by yourself? We’ve found that a lot of people have this experi

Aug 12
52 min

Enriching Your Enclosure

We all need more hobbies…and we’re not joking. In this episode of Bewildered, we dig into why the culture dismisses hobbies, pushing them to the margins, when really they

Jul 29
1 h 06 min

Afraid to Thaw

This time on Bewildered, we’re talking about the human tendency to brace against good things happening—to freeze in place, even in the middle of a summer day. The culture

Jul 15
55 min

Following Your Inner Pull

Have you ever kept pushing toward something that keeps pushing back? We’ve all been there. In this episode of Bewildered, we’re talking about the “push” and the “pull” an

Jul 1
1 h 00 min

How to Open a Closed Mind

For this episode of Bewildered, we’re bringing back something we haven’t done in ages—the BeWild Files! This time we’re answering an excellent question from listener Jais

Jun 17
1 h 22 min

The Good Faith Footprint

On this episode of Bewildered, what starts as Ro's confession about late-night online shopping soon spirals into a story about our panicked late-night rescue mission for

Jun 3
55 min

You Can't Waste Time

Have you ever mastered something...and then felt the urge to throw it all away and start fresh? In this episode of Bewildered, we explore the rhythm of growth and why cha

May 20
52 min

Going Off-Brand

When you hear “branding,” do you think of burning a hot iron into the side of a cow? Probably not, but that’s what a brand originally was. And metaphorically, it still is

May 6
1 h 03 min

The End of the Hustle

What if you’re not burned out…you just don’t want to hustle anymore? In this episode of Bewildered, we talk about how hustle culture strives to make our lives sterile and

Apr 22
1 h 02 min

Rewrite the Rules

Have you noticed how there seem to be “cheat codes” (as they’re called in video game world) that let certain people ignore reality and get away with outrageous things? Wh

Apr 8
51 min

Nature, Take the Wheel

When life as you know it crumbles—lost jobs, shaken identities, houses (literal or figurative) in rubble—what if you’re not meant to rebuild the old structure at all? In

Mar 25
1 h 04 min

End Times and Errands

How do you continue doing ordinary human-life things while the world feels like it’s collapsing in real time? That's what we're trying to figure out on this episode of

Mar 11
1 h 16 min

Surrender to the Season

How are you weathering the season you’re in? In this episode of Bewildered, we talk about what it really means to surrender to the season, whether it’s an upstate New Y

Feb 25
59 min

Trusting Your Spider Senses

Have you ever felt something was “off” about a situation or person...but then ignored that instinct to please others? In this episode, we explore how culture teaches us t

Feb 11
1 h 06 min

Wallowing in Magic

What happens once you authorize your knowing? On this Bewildered, we pick up where we left off about authorizing our essential, deep knowing and explore the question: W

Jan 28
1 h 06 min

Authorize Your Knowing

Ever feel like the world is telling you what to think, do, or believe—until you’re not even sure what you know anymore?  In this episode of Bewildered, we’re talking ab

Jan 14
1 h 07 min

I Want to Be the Person Who

What if the person you say you want to be… isn’t really who you want to be at all? In this episode of Bewildered, we talk about what it means to follow culture instead

Dec 17 2025
51 min

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I wholeheartedly agree. My art has helped me heal from devastating losses. I write my way through painful divorce and paint - when able as an expression of my shattered heart after the death of my son. Art is the transformer because it is the expression of our true selves. And the world needs this now more than ever!!

Mary D'A · May 2025

I wait all week for Bewildered where Ro & Marty help me retreat to back to my senses through laughter, fresh ideas, and authentic being.

Nurse-midwife Ali · Apr 2025

Marty & Ro have such lovely chemistry! They are HILARIOUS together and their thoughtful conversations always engage my curiosity and creativity. Listening to Bewildered makes me feel connected to all the other butterflies who are committed to finding one’s inner wildness while living in a culture that celebrates conformity. Apparently, today, only words that begin with “c” will do. Cheers!

✨Mer💫 · Apr 2025

I always feel like I’m safe in a cozy space with compassionate, sane and funny friends when I listen!

authenticity71 · Apr 2025

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