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Mental Health · Michael Mackniak, Esq

Holding It Together (Kinda)

by Michael Mackniak, Esq

Here we will get real in our conversations about Mental Illness and Caregiving, and the messy reality of keeping it all balanced.    No sugar-coating, no clinical jargon—just real talk about the hospitalizations, the medication battles, and the toll it takes on a home   This is for the parents, siblings, and partners who are doing the impossible every single day.  Holding It Together is a home for the overthinkers, the multitaskers, and anyone who feels like they’re one spilled coffee away from a meltdown. 

Latest episodes

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Allan Houston and Tamara Houston: What Does Radical Acceptance Look Like At Home

Send us Fan Mail A hospital discharge can look like “problem solved” on paper while a family is still staring at the real question: where does our loved one safely go ne

Oct 1
49 min

#5 Companion If You Say Calm Down, We Fight

Send us Fan Mail Your nervous system can’t “just calm down” if it’s still scanning for danger. We do a midweek unpack of our conversation with Danielle Worthen Cullenber

Sep 29
3 min

Annette: A Mother Learns That Survival Is Not The Same As Living

Send us Fan Mail Severe mental illness can turn a household into a command center overnight. One day you’re parenting, working, and planning for the future. The next day

Sep 24
58 min

#4 Companion: Youth Mental Health Without The Fixes

Send us Fan Mail Most adults want to help kids who are stressed, anxious, or shutting down, but we often reach for the fastest fix: another app, another framework, anoth

Sep 22
4 min

Reclaim Calm in the Chaos: Time Mastery with Walt Hampton

Send us Fan Mail What if “busy” is the shield that keeps you from what you most need? We sat down with Walt Hampton—executive coach, author of The Power Principles of Ti

Sep 17
58 min

# 3 Episode Companion Memory Is Not A Care Plan When Stress Hits

Send us Fan Mail Caregiving can feel like being the only person holding the whole system in your head and it’s exhausting for reasons most people never see. We unpack wh

Sep 15
5 min

Kala Allen Omeiza: I Got Bullied In An Autism Lab

Send us Fan Mail Watching someone succeed can fool us into thinking they’re fine. Then Kala Allen Omeiza says something that stops us cold: she worked in top autism rese

Sep 10
47 min

Episode 2 Care Companion: You Can Love Them And Still Feel Worn Out

Send us Fan Mail Loving someone who is still alive but no longer feels like the person you knew can mess with your head in ways most people never see. On this midweek un

Sep 8
5 min

Justin Ray: Hospitals Without Walls

Send us Fan Mail The scariest part of a mental health crisis is not the diagnosis, it is the moment you realize the system can see the problem and still tell you it does

Sep 3
1 h 03 min

Episode 1 Companion: Six Hospitals Later And Everyone Still Acts Surprised

Send us Fan Mail Six hospitalizations in nine months can look like “care,” yet still leave a family right where they started: scared, depleted, and forced to explain the

Sep 2
9 min

Communication and the Cost of Silence

Send us Fan Mail A single missed conversation can be the most dangerous part of treatment. We start with David, a 62-year-old man living with schizophrenia who is stable

Aug 27
1 h 12 min

When The Doctor Becomes Family with Dr Mohamed Elziam

Send us Fan Mail A white coat can make people think medicine is all control, clarity, and clean answers. Then a crisis hits your own family, and you learn how fast that

Aug 20
1 h 03 min

Elder Care Is A Life Plan with Shanika Batchelor

Send us Fan Mail “A nursing home” is one of the most emotionally loaded phrases in caregiving and it often shuts down the real conversation we need to have. We sit down

Aug 13
47 min

The Dilemmas of Addiction

Send us Fan Mail We explore the hard edge between autonomy and suffering through Jamie’s story and the wider reality of co‑occurring addiction and mental illness. We ask

Aug 6
1 h 00 min

The Great Earwax Contraband Caper with Jolene Breinig

Send us Fan Mail Caregiving gets called a “labor of love,” but that phrase can hide the bruising reality: the physical work, the mental load, the split-second decisions,

Jul 30
1 h 01 min

The Future Proof Parent: Special Needs Planning Without Panic with Rebecca Iantuonni

Send us Fan Mail The scariest caregiving question isn’t medical. It’s the quiet one that shows up at 2 a.m.: “What happens to my loved one when I’m gone?” I sit down wit

Jul 23
1 h 04 min

Understanding Hoarding

Send us Fan Mail A home packed with newspapers, dogs, broken toasters, or “valuable” scraps can look like a simple cleanup problem until you hear what the objects mean.

Jul 16
1 h 05 min

All the Wrong Doors

Send us Fan Mail “No wrong door” is one of the nicest promises in mental health policy. It’s also the line that can break you when you’re living the reality: months-long

Jul 9
1 h 11 min

Set Boundaries And Still Love Them with Dr Michelle Sherman author of Loving Someone with Mental Illness

Send us Fan Mail Your loved one can be struggling in plain sight, and somehow the whole family learns to whisper about it. We sit down with clinical psychologist Dr. Mic

Jul 2
59 min

Caregiver Stress Reset with Alicia Feller

Send us Fan Mail Your shoulders are up near your ears, your jaw is locked, and you are running on adrenaline again and calling it “fine.” If that sounds like caregiving

Jun 25
1 h 11 min

Chart trend

Position in the Mental Health chart (US), last 90 days.

#36
all-time peak
33
days in the top 50 since May 2026

Chart positions

Where Holding It Together (Kinda) ranks today in each Apple Podcasts chart (US, Oct 3, 2026).

#112 ▲ 27 Health & Fitness US
#37 ▲ 12 Mental Health US

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