To Live and Die in LA artwork

True Crime · Tenderfoot TV & Audacy

To Live and Die in LA

by Tenderfoot TV & Audacy

In Feb 2018, an aspiring actress vanished from her Hollywood apartment. Rolling Stone journalist Neil Strauss was asked to help the family get answers. Together, they found them...sometimes at great personal risk. Now the award-winning true crime podcast returns, unraveling the baffling and tragic case that started Neil Strauss down the rabbit hole of true crime investigation, along with his wife and his neighbors, Incubus guitarist Mike Einziger, and concert violinist Ann Marie Simpson. To Live and Die in LA Season 2 is available now.www.livediela.com

Latest episodes

Showing 20 · updated from the feed

A New Season of To Live and Die in LA - Trailer

The award-winning #1 true crime podcast, named by Associated Press as the best of the year, is back with an all-new case. On January 27, 2017, a 20-year-old college stude

May 20 2021
1 min

Season 2 Teaser #3: Meet Ann Marie

The award-winning true crime podcast To Live and Die in LA returns with Season 2, unraveling the case that started Rolling Stone journalist Neil Strauss down the rabbit h

May 13 2021
3 min

Season 2 Teaser #2: Meet Mike

The award-winning true crime podcast To Live and Die in LA returns with Season 2, unraveling the case that started Rolling Stone journalist Neil Strauss down the rabbit h

May 11 2021
3 min

Season 2 Teaser #1: Meet Ingrid

The award-winning true crime podcast To Live and Die in LA returns with Season 2, unraveling the case that started Rolling Stone journalist Neil Strauss down the rabbit h

May 6 2021
2 min

The Curious Case of Matthew Weaver [Bonus Episode 2]

In the midst of the Adea Shabani investigation, a 21 year old named Matthew Weaver went missing in Neil’s neighborhood. Listen as he and Jayden start putting together the

Jun 13 2019
41 min

Theories. Opinions. Facts. [Bonus Episode 1]

Neil and Jayden, along with co-producer Alex, meet to walk through Adea's case from beginning to end - filling in gaps in the narrative, addressing key unresolved issues,

May 23 2019
29 min

Look at the Stars [12] - Season Finale

In the season finale, Neil uncovers definitive answers. After more than a year investigating Adea's disappearance and murder, the truth will come out, but justice is in t

May 17 2019
1 h 02 min

The Long Way Home [11]

In this special hour-long episode, Neil and Jayden follow the trail of evidence all the way to the burial site...and a new suspect emerges.

May 10 2019
56 min

Blood on the Script [10]

Neil and Jayden uncover inconsistencies as they examine the bullet-riddled truck. Based on Google data, they retrace what could have been Adea's last day step by step.

May 2 2019
43 min

Hello, I’ve Been Watching You [9]

Neil travels to Fort Morgan, Colorado, to attend the funeral, and discovers skeletons (and warrants) in the closet

Apr 18 2019
37 min

Adea [8]

One big break is interrupted by another. The LAPD break their silence.

Apr 5 2019
32 min

Family Ties [7]

Neil begins to see this case from another perspective as a new theory emerges.

Mar 29 2019
35 min

The Way of the Warrior [6]

A new witness emerges...with a shocking accusation.

Mar 21 2019
31 min

Holy S#%T [5]

Everything changes after an unexpected turn of events. At a loss for words, only two come to mind...

Mar 14 2019
37 min

Toxic Love [4]

Neil finds the apartment where the main suspect is believed to be staying, and prepares for a confrontation. New information surfaces, including a very disturbing video,

Mar 7 2019
27 min

Three Sides to Every Story [3]

 Surveillance video surfaces from the day of Adea's disappearance. Neil and Jayden begin to pursue the suspect from state to state.

Mar 5 2019
32 min

The Secret Life [2]

Neil chases down the first big break in Adea's recent disappearance, but new information produces more questions than answers as several suspects emerge. A secret relatio

Feb 28 2019
24 min

A Different Kind of Star [1]

When a 25-year-old aspiring actress and model vanishes from outside her Hollywood apartment, award-winning journalist and bestselling author Neil Strauss finds himself at

Feb 28 2019
28 min

To Live and Die in LA - Trailer

From the creators of Up and Vanished and Atlanta Monster comes a new investigative true crime podcast, introducing To Live and Die in LA. Rolling Stone contributing edito

Feb 22 2019
2 min

Don't go missing in LA

To Live and Die in LA with Neil Strauss. Available now.

Feb 21 2019
2 min

Chart trend

Position in the True Crime chart (US), last 90 days.

#75
all-time peak
18
days in the top 100 since Dec 2024

Chart positions

Where To Live and Die in LA ranks today in each Apple Podcasts chart (US, Oct 25, 2026).

#163 ▼ 2 True Crime US

What listeners say

A curated, balanced selection of Apple Podcasts reviews.

Elaine Park's story is important, and the podcast team clearly cares, but their dedication is seriously undermined by their repeated confirmation bias and inexperience. They routinely discuss and emphasize information they believe casts suspicion on Elaine's mother, Susan, while routinely glossing over other feasible dimensions of her story and the available information. They also (at least in Episodes 1 through the Finale, Part 1) do not seriously engage any number of critical questions, such as: would a mother who killed, or was involved in, her daughter's murder, engage a Private Investigator, allow cadaver dogs into her home (without a warrant compelling such), and rent out the victim's room (where said cadaver dogs alerted) to an investigative podcast team? Also, please stop drawing inferences from people's refusal to take polygraph tests. They are not allowed in court because they are not reliable. The podcast team is clearly dedicated, hardworking, and heartfelt--but they continually lose sight of their own lack of experience and how that may be coloring their work and reporting (repeatedly mentioning it is not enough, nor is restating that the pod is a step-by-step account). Even expert investigators regularly draw false conclusions from available information--conclusions often compounded by bias. A novice team should have built far more checks and balances and guardrails in place. It is unfortunate this was not done because this story is otherwise extremely well-told and engaging.

Serious Pod Person · Aug 2026

I wish there were more seasons of this show…but then again, for that to happen, something horrible would also have to happen to someone. Really well done and very thoughtful. Biggest takeaways from season 1 — no one who knew Chris actually knew Chris. He was an actor, in every sense of the word. I also found it highly ironic (and good podcasting) to listen to Chris’s mother explain how everyone was hoodwinked by Chris’s biological father when they were young, yet she couldn’t fathom her own son being able to do the same thing to the people that loved him. Wild. Season 2 — Susan is at best the most cold hearted mother I’ve ever heard of, and at worst, possibly a murderer.

ESKIRK · Jul 2026

I’ve listened to hours and hours of podcasts across many genres. This, hands down, is the best one I’ve ever listened to. Incredibly well produced, thoroughly investigated, and expertly shared. Well worth the time!

PodcastExpert01 · Oct 2025

I wrote the name of this pod down from a TikTok of suggested true crime podcasts. Thank god because I have been religiously listening since the moment I started! The stories are so sad, but told so well. I will definitely continue to follow.

Stacey12482 · Jul 2025

You had me until 1.5 when the host called up the fiancé of the accused (by podcasting standards and not legal) right after he took his own life—literally within 24 hours. She sobs through the whole thing while he salivates over getting the scoop first. It’s like 5 minutes long and feels so unethical and gross under the guise of getting the truth. Be a human. Have some decency. She was in fresh, raw, trauma, and this podcast exploited that for the sake of getting “exclusive content”. That’s not journalism—it’s exploitation of peripheral victims.

freddi91 · Nov 2025

Pretty exploitive and it gave the vibes of rich people with too much time and money on their hands. This taking place in Malibu really showcased how rich people spend money only when it kind of involves them and their “safe neighborhood”. Ended where it all began, no conclusion and literally had little to no evidence on who they were accusing and investigating. A show of hearsay resulting in nothing just a wasted 10-15 hours of my life! 0/10 do not recommend.

CRO1002 · Nov 2025

We strive to present a balanced view by showing a diverse range of reviews from Apple Podcasts.

More podcasts like To Live and Die in LA

Popular shows in True Crime, for your next listen.

Browse charts by category

Daily updated Apple Podcasts rankings for the United States.

About To Live and Die in LA on Reason.fm

Here you find the Apple Podcasts chart positions of To Live and Die in LA, its latest episodes to listen to directly, and reviews from listeners. Rankings are updated daily for the United States.

Contact

Questions or issues? Reach us at hello@reason.fm

0:000:00