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I’m Not a Monster Presents… Where is Austin Tice?

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Josh Baker enters a dangerous world of fear, greed and betrayal as he sets out to uncover the truth behind one of the biggest missing-person cases of our time - the abduction of American journalist Austin Tice. Josh - creator of two of the BBC's most award-winning and widely listened-to investigative podcasts, I'm Not a Monster and The Shamima Begum Story - returns for his most ambitious chapter yet, in a major new series from BBC Radio 4 and NPR's Embedded. This is not the retelling of a closed case. It is a real-time investigation into a disappearance that has remained unsolved for more than a decade, conducted in close contact with Austin's family. What started out as a personal effort to help a mother find her son has turned into a multi-year journalistic investigation stretching from the corridors of power in Washington DC to the depths of the Syrian security state. Austin Tice is a journalist, law student and former Marine officer, who vanished in Syria in 2012. Since then, competing stories have emerged about his fate. In some, he is alive - held in a cell and waiting to be rescued. In others, he was smuggled out of Syria and hidden away. In the darkest versions, he died long ago. His disappearance has reached the highest levels of power - from presidents to popes - yet remarkably little is known about what happened to him. Investigative journalists Josh Baker and Sara Obeidat begin following Austin's trail long before the fall of the Syrian regime. Then everything changes. The regime collapses, and the black box of Syria's intelligence state opens. Sources step forward, unprecedented leaks arrive and doors to secret bases that had been sealed for years open. Josh and Sara speak to spies, search secret prisons and track down alleged war criminals in hiding, uncovering information that has never been made public and making discoveries that generate international headlines. The audience follows every breakthrough as the investigation closes in on those who may know the truth - while Syria is transformed and powerful interests compete to shape what happens next. Some claim Austin was working for the CIA. Others say he was simply a young journalist trying to make his name in war reporting. His fate has become entangled in secret negotiations and geopolitical power struggles that are still unfolding. At the centre of it all is his mother, Debra Tice, who has never stopped searching for her son. There are people who know exactly what happened to Austin. Some of them do not want the truth to come out. So where is Austin Tice?

Latest episodes

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The Shamima Begum Story: 5. Empty Paper

Shamima Begum’s new life under ISIS isn’t what she expected. She says what she thought would be paradise is more like a prison. At just 15 years-old she finds herself tra

Feb 8 2023
34 min

The Shamima Begum Story: 4. When You’re In Love

Friendship, propaganda and the promise of paradise - why Shamima Begum left London at 15 for the Islamic State group in war torn Syria. But how did she ignore the group’s

Feb 1 2023
33 min

The Shamima Begum Story: 3. Double Agent?

The man who smuggled Shamima Begum to Syria claims he was spying for Canada. What's the truth? And could she and her school friends have been stopped from reaching the Is

Jan 25 2023
37 min

The Shamima Begum Story: 2. The Point of No Return

Following Shamima Begum’s route reveals a dangerous Islamic State group smuggling network, but that’s not all. A local taxi firm isn’t what it seems and a gangster threat

Jan 18 2023
31 min

The Shamima Begum Story: 1. It Felt Like a Dream

Three London schoolgirls disappear, heading for a war zone. Four years later only one emerges from the ashes of ISIS. Nobody knows what really happened to her. Josh Baker

Jan 11 2023
32 min

The Shamima Begum Story: Trailer

Investigating the story of Shamima Begum. At 15, she ran away from her London home with two school friends to join the terror group ISIS in war torn Syria. Now she wants

Jan 4 2023
3 min

I'm Not A Monster: 13. Your Questions Answered

Since the series ended, so many of you have got in touch wanting to know more. With the help of criminal psychologist Dr Julia Shaw, Josh answers your questions. Present

Jan 25 2022
31 min

I'm Not A Monster: 12. Those We Leave Behind

In Northern Iraq, Josh finds out how two people you’ve been asking about are doing now. In 2014, the Islamic State group killed thousands of members of the Yazidi religi

Jan 18 2022
25 min

I'm Not A Monster: 11. Epilogue: The Wounds and the Scars

What happened to the family Josh was staying with when the Islamic State group struck in 2016? I’m Not a Monster began after Josh was injured by an ISIS truck bomb in Mo

Nov 16 2021
30 min

I'm Not A Monster: 10. It’s All Behind Me Now

Sam’s son Matthew was just seven when he was taken to Syria and the Islamic State group. He thought he’d never see America again. Now he’s back with his dad and talks of

Feb 12 2021
32 min

I'm Not A Monster: 9. The Rest Be Damned

After years of insisting she’s innocent, Sam pleads guilty and Moussa’s exes reveal more about the man that led her to Syria. Sam’s team claims she was “a wife under the

Feb 1 2021
33 min

I'm Not A Monster: 8. I Take My Book Back

Josh retraces Sam’s steps in Syria and asks could she have been an ISIS supporter all along? He meets her old neighbours in Raqqa, visits the infamous torture prison wher

Jan 25 2021
51 min

I'm Not A Monster: 7. On American Soil

As Josh starts to uncover more about the family’s past, Sam tries to explain away some of the many discrepancies in her story. Then, a connection to the FBI raises new qu

Jan 18 2021
39 min

I'm Not A Monster: 6. Now I’m Calling the Shots

A torture prison, buying slaves and a dramatic escape: Sam continues her account of her years in Raqqa. This episode includes references to sexual abuse, extreme violenc

Dec 28 2020
32 min

I'm Not A Monster: 5. We Had a Great Life

Josh is face-to-face with Sam after a year trying to track her down. On a military base in Syria, she begins to tell her side of the story. She says it all started as a f

Dec 21 2020
30 min

I'm Not A Monster: 4. She’s Like My Mother

A young boy in the mountains of Northern Iraq makes Josh question what he knows about Sam. Then ten days searching war-torn Syria lead to an offer of help, but can it be

Dec 14 2020
28 min

I'm Not A Monster: 3. My Name is Yusef

The Islamic State group forces Sam’s son Matthew to spread its propaganda. Josh searches the woods of Idaho looking for a man on an elk hunt. Then an obscure tweet leads

Dec 7 2020
24 min

I'm Not A Monster: 2. Read Between the Lines

A man who says he’s a people smuggler offers to help the family, while a drive around a suburb in Indiana reveals their past. Sam’s father adds a new twist on who his dau

Nov 30 2020
31 min

I'm Not A Monster: 1. I Love You, I Miss You

A suicide bombing in Iraq and a home video from inside the ISIS caliphate begin the search for a family trapped in Syria. A desperate plea arrives from an American woman

Nov 23 2020
20 min

I'm Not A Monster: Trailer

An American mother living in the heart of the ISIS caliphate. Her husband an ISIS sniper. Her 10-year-old son forced to threaten the U.S. president in a propaganda video

Nov 13 2020
2 min

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#5
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6
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#6 ▼ 1 Documentary US
#34 ▼ 5 Society & Culture US

What listeners say

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I almost never leave podcast reviews, which is saying something because I’m a complete podcast addict and listen to them constantly. But I had to write one for this. I have enormous respect for Josh Baker’s journalism, and once again he has produced something truly exceptional. His reporting on Austin Tice is compelling, painstaking, and deeply respectful of the seriousness of the story. What I particularly admire about Josh is his journalistic integrity: he never seems to sensationalize, rush to judgment, or pretend to have answers where the evidence doesn’t provide them. He lets the reporting speak for itself, while still telling an incredibly gripping human story. I was already a huge admirer of his work on Sam Sally and her extraordinary journey into and eventually out of ISIS, and I was equally fascinated by his reporting on Shamima Begum. Those investigations demonstrated an ability to get remarkably close to complicated and deeply mysterious stories while maintaining a sense of fairness and curiosity. That’s why I’m so thrilled to hear Josh investigating Austin Tice’s disappearance. This is a case I have followed for years, and there has always been so much mystery and so little reliable information. Finally, we have someone willing to dig deeply into what actually happened and pursue the unanswered questions with the seriousness they deserve. Josh, thank you for your extraordinary reporting, your integrity, and your distinctive style of storytelling. You have a remarkable ability to make investigative journalism both intellectually rigorous and completely absorbing. I sincerely hope you keep these fascinating podcasts—and documentaries—coming. I’ll be listening to every one.

Domenica Zana · Sep 2026

Sam: *tells harrowing story of being forced into ISIS by her husband that is corroborated by every single person they interview* Josh: “I couldn’t help but think Sam was lying and this is all her fault” Really bizarre conclusions made in this podcast. Constantly accuses Sam of lying without substantiating the accusation at all. Doesn’t examine the role of Sam’s husband at all. No grace for the unfathomable horrors Sam and her family witnessed and the unthinkable decisions she had to make.

The door mouse · Oct 2025

Best in class documentary. Josh Baker & Sara Obeidat did an excellent job impartially narrating the stories of Samantha Elhassani & Shamima Begum. There’s something to learn for everyone in this documentary.

Mshelia · Mar 2024

This has become my favorite podcast. Both seasons were amazing and I couldn’t stop listening. Stories are so intriguing and fascinating, and the reporting is absolute perfection. 100% recommend this to everyone.

LWKM · Feb 2024

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