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Before I Forget

by Lil Xan

Before I Forget is Lil Xan’s unfiltered look into the life behind the fame. After rising from SoundCloud notoriety to global platinum success, Xan has lived a surreal mix of spotlight highs, personal loss, recovery, creativity, and reinvention.Each episode pulls you deeper into his world — the music that changed everything, the grief that shaped him, the pressure of fame, the friendships and fallouts, and the journey of rebuilding himself as an artist and as a person.Raw, honest, and at times unexpectedly funny, this podcast gives fans the version of Xan you don’t see online. No scripts. No filters. Just real conversations, real stories, and the evolution of Diego.If you’ve ever wondered what life looks like when the world knows your name but not your truth, Before I Forget is where you’ll find the real one.

Latest episodes

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Meeting Legends

In this episode Lil Xan dives deep into some of the legends he's met over the span of his career such as Juice Wrld, Mac Miller and more. Enjoy. Hosted by Simplecast, an

Mar 11
39 min

Episode 2: The Inevitable Fall Off — Life After Peaking

In this second installment of Before I Forget, Lil Xan (Diego) takes a raw and reflective look at one of the most polarizing terms in the music industry: "the fall off".

Dec 24 2025
36 min

Grief and Sobriety

Episode 1: Grief & Sobriety — Losing My Mom and Finding Myself In the debut episode of Before I Forget, Lil Xan opens up about the most painful chapter of his life — the

Nov 19 2025
41 min

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#87 NEW Music US

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Raw and Unfiltered behind the scenes of the music industry washing machine and how it played it pivotable points in Lil Xans life. Xan narrates his life’s ups and downs with precision leaving you hanging on every word of his story!

JLZAMOTII · Dec 2025

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