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Spirituality · Mollie Adler

Back from the Borderline

by Mollie Adler

Back from the Borderline explores how human beings construct, inherit, interpret and sometimes misunderstand the ideas and beliefs through which they experience reality. Through depth psychology, religious history, Western esotericism and philosophy, I investigate how we come to believe what we believe, who influences those beliefs and how they affect the way we understand ourselves and the world. A lot of my work comes back to the relationship between consciousness, belief and power. How do institutions influence what people consider true, and why do we sometimes defend explanations we’ve never seriously questioned? Following these questions has taken me into some pretty unexpected territory, from early Christianity and the Western occult tradition to Jungian psychology, artificial intelligence and anomalous experiences. I’m also drawn to the ways spiritual teachings change as they’re passed between generations, and how institutions can preserve extraordinary wisdom while sometimes interfering with the very spiritual development they were meant to encourage. You’ll find conversations with scholars and independent researchers here, alongside long-form essays where I spend time with historical sources and competing interpretations. Some of the ideas I explore are controversial. Others have been debated for centuries, although most of us were never taught much about them. I don’t assume an institution is correct because it has authority, or that an unconventional theory is true because someone claims it was suppressed. I’m willing to reconsider my own conclusions as I learn, and I hope you’ll feel encouraged to do the same. I started this podcast years ago while trying to understand my own mind. Those early investigations into psychological suffering gradually led me toward the philosophical and religious traditions through which people have understood consciousness and human experience for centuries. There’s quite an archive here now, and I’ve kept much of it available, including episodes that reflect ideas I’ve since reconsidered. If you’re new, you can start wherever you like. There’s no need to go all the way back to the first episode. Even the title has taken on a different meaning over the years. Back from the Borderline now speaks to the boundaries I keep finding myself investigating, between psychology and theology, science and spiritual experience, accepted knowledge and ideas that have been pushed aside. I hope this can be a place where we explore those questions together, develop our own judgment and consider how what we learn might change the way we live. You can explore the full podcast archive, House of Cards, my ongoing Tarot series, and MOODS, my reflective intelligence app, at backfromtheborderline.com. Patreon members can also connect their membership to Spotify to listen to the complete archive there. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Latest episodes

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The Cathars, the Inquisition and the Women Who Defied Rome (Anne Baring Part 7)

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In medieval southern France, a woman stood up during a religious debate and challenged the men who claimed the authority to speak for God. A Catholic cleric told her to r

Oct 13
1 h 45 min

The Black Madonna, the Grail and the Survival of the Feminine Tradition (Anne Baring Part 6)

A spiritual teacher dies, her community has to continue without her, and centuries later the written record can no longer tell us exactly how her teachings moved from one

Oct 6
1 h 18 min

Mary Magdalene, The Beloved Companion (Anne Baring Part 5)

Mary Magdalene has spent nearly two thousand years buried under other people’s interpretations of her. Repentant prostitute. Devoted disciple. Apostle to the apostles. My

Sep 29
1 h 16 min

The Essenes and the Women Around Yeshua (Anne Baring Part 4)

What kind of spiritual world could have formed Yeshua before Christianity existed? This is Part 4 of my multi-part series of conversations with Anne Baring, recorded acr

Sep 22
1 h 21 min

Gnostic Sophia and the Suppressed Christian Mysteries (Anne Baring Part 3)

What if early Christianity contained a path centered on direct knowledge of the divine within us, and that path was pushed outside the Church that survived? This is Part

Sep 15
1 h 25 min

The Lost Civilization of the Goddess (Anne Baring Part 2)

What if the history of Europe contains a civilization most of us were never taught about? This is Part 2 of my multi-part series of conversations with Anne Baring, recor

Sep 8
1 h 05 min

The Forgotten Feminine Face of God (Anne Baring Part 1)

For thousands of years, the Western image of God became increasingly male. Anne Baring has spent much of her life studying what we lost when the feminine disappeared from

Sep 1
1 h 29 min

How to Tell When a Spiritual Teacher Is Full of Shit

In 2020, I almost paid $4,000 for a shadow work course. One of the first books I was told to read was Carolyn Elliott’s Existential Kink. I read it, tried to understand w

Aug 25
1 h 58 min

Aleister Crowley’s Thelema: Sex Magick and the Problem With the Prophet

Aleister Crowley had a beautiful idea, and then he built a religion around himself. This episode takes Thelema seriously enough to examine what Crowley was actually teac

Aug 18
1 h 53 min

The Braced Body: The Spiritual Cost of Always Being in Control (Part 3)

I’ve spent a lot of this series thinking about what happens when the body gets so used to effort that it forgets how to stop. By the time I got to this final episode, I f

Aug 11
56 min

The Braced Body: Why Rest Feel Unsafe & How to Let Go (Part 2)

Your body can be exhausted and still refuse to rest. You lie down, your jaw stays tight, your shoulders keep working, and some part of you remains ready for the next dema

Aug 4
1 h 04 min

The Braced Body: Why You’re Tense Even When Nothing Is Wrong (Part 1)

Do you clench your jaw without noticing? Do your shoulders stay tense even when you’re finally sitting down to rest? Does your body still feel like it’s working long afte

Jul 28
56 min

What Do We Do With a Broken Spiritual Inheritance?

A lot of us are walking around with religious trauma and a God-shaped hole. I was raised inside a version of Christianity, and I know what it can leave in the body. Sham

Jul 21
1 h 04 min

UFOs, AI, and the Religion of the Unconscious (Live at Contact in the Desert 2026)

This year, I had the chance to attend Contact in the Desert, which is a conference devoted to UFOs, psi phenomena, consciousness, and anomalous experience.  While I was t

Jul 14
1 h 11 min

Mary Magdalene and the End of Spiritual Childhood

This week, I was doing an I Ching reading, and one line stood out to me: “To find what you seek, leave the child and follow the adult.” This episode was inspired by that

Jul 7
51 min

The Occult Teacher We Need Right Now: Dion Fortune, Psychic Hygiene, and the Magick of the Mind

Dion Fortune was one of the great occult teachers of the twentieth century, and one of my personal favorites. In this episode, I’m joined by Ike Baker for a conversation

Jun 29
1 h 36 min

The Skill AI Can Never Replace (And Why I’m Teaching Tarot)

This episode is the opening lesson from my new Patreon series, House of Cards. House of Cards is an ongoing study of the Rider-Waite-Smith tarot through depth psychology

Jun 25
31 min

The Arrogance of Too Much Empathy

This might be the most personally confronting episode I’ve recorded in a long time. A few days ago, I had to send a text message I had been absolutely dreading. I spent

Jun 23
1 h 05 min

Gay Men Have Always Loved a “Difficult” Woman

For much of my life, many of my closest friendships have been with gay men. Not because they were fun little accessories or stereotypical sidekicks, either. We didn’t ev

Jun 16
50 min

The Female Shadow

Female cruelty often works insidiously enough to make the person on the receiving end of it gaslight the hell out of themselves. The punishment that’s served up tends t

Jun 9
1 h 12 min

Chart trend

Position in the Spirituality chart (US), last 90 days.

#11
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Chart positions

Where Back from the Borderline ranks today in each Apple Podcasts chart (US, Oct 17, 2026).

#181 ▲ 6 Religion & Spirituality US
#11 ▲ 3 Spirituality US

What listeners say

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Back From The Borderline has genuinely changed my life. As a fellow skeptic myself, Mollie’s approach to these esoteric concepts and teachings makes them so much more accessible than outlooks I’ve engaged with previously. I’ve often struggled to find my place amongst spirituality, and her critical thinking and grounded approach doesn’t make me feel like I need to choose between my skeptic side and my believing side. Her works feels deeply inspired, and it has transformed my relationship with spirituality, myself, and the world around me.

Beckita-B · Aug 2026

I wish everyone could listen to every episode of this podcast. Even I have not yet had the time nor focus to listen to over 600 episodes and counting that are available to her ultra premium submarine tier. The podcast itself is a hero’s journey while Mollie works through her own. She maintains a balance between research and writing and performing the podcast for herself, and for the world. Emotional alchemy is exactly what Mollie is doing. Most of the time, I agree with Mollie. Sometimes I have to pause the episode out of anger or frustration or to laugh or cry or breathe, but I always come back. I don’t feel that anyone else is doing what Mollie is doing. I will always be her patron. Her work is valuable.

allinickname · Aug 2026

As a middle-aged man who grew up in a new age cult community, in a dysfunctional family with narcissistic and immature parents, and who endured well into adulthood a dynamic of scapegoating and gaslighting that resulted in an undeveloped and inauthentic self, Mollie’s podcast has helped me to understand myself in capacity that years of therapists and pharmacology never could. Do not agree with everything, and some themes do not resonate as much as may well for others, but this podcast was a critical component of the inflection point in my life where I began to heal and grow. Unquantifiable gratitude to Millie, and absolutely recommended to anyone with CPTSD (particularly if you don’t understand what that means). Thank you

Musesrus · Jul 2026

Mollie’s podcast is somehow always conveying and distilling the information around us in such a thoughtful, profound, and articulate way. I appreciate her perspective, insight, and genuinely feel like I come away from these podcasts learning more, and able to process my own feelings on these topics in a deeper way. Thank you!

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