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Note to Self

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From Q&A’s and break up tips to simply navigating every stage of life, influencer-turned-entrepreneur Payton Sartain brings you the sisterly advice you didn’t know you needed and honest conversations you’ve always wanted. Whether it’s Payton alone or a conversation with a friend, Note to Self is a space to get grounded, explore new perspectives, and ultimately, empower yourself and others. Grab some wine or a mocktail and enjoy the conversation!

Chart trend

Position in the Personal Journals chart (US), last 90 days.

#33
all-time peak
38
days in the top 50 since Jun 2026

Latest episodes

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The Oxytocin Menu, Explained: What Your Nervous System Actually Wants

#36 trending · Personal Journals

#263. Everyone's talking about the oxytocin menu, so this week I'm building mine — with a very honest look at what the research actually supports. Built like the dopamine

Sep 10
58 min

Beauty Maxxing: the Good, the Bad, & the Ugly, with Caroline Stern

#262. We’re talking about the realities of Beauty Maxxing, the good & the bad, with Caroline Stern. In this episode, we are sharing procedures we’ve undergone, what we re

Sep 3
1 h 17 min

My Best Friends Host My Podcast: a Life Update with 3 Way (ft. Emon & Kristen)

#261. Kristen went on a date with her task rabbit. Emon can’t stop talking about 4d movies and her nemesis from 2nd grade. Your favorite girls from the now-defunct 3 Way

Aug 27
1 h 02 min

ASK P: some tough-love advice from your stand-in big sister

#260. The men are not alright in today’s installment of ASK P. We’re talking about relationships, post-college life, guy friends & beyond this week.                     

Aug 20
42 min

What I Needed to Give Up in Order to Gain Peace (*somewhat controversial)

#259. A re-release of a favorite, Things I Left Behind to Gain Peace, and some of these may be rather controversial. In every era of my life, whenever I notice I’m a litt

Aug 13
1 h 04 min

How Hard Can It Be? Boys Do It — & Other Musings with MadsMitch

#258. Maddy has been one of my favorite people to follow on socials for years, so when I found out we were crossing paths in Los Angeles, I had to have her on NTS. We’re

Aug 6
57 min

The Return of the Party Girl

#257. Why is the party girl suddenly everywhere again? This week I trace the shift from clean girl and tradwife aesthetics to a messier, freer moment — the culture, the p

Jul 30
53 min

The Non-Linear Career: How to Build Credibility, Wealth, and a Life You Love, with Kira Mackenzie Jackson

#256. I'm sitting down with brand strategist, angel investor, and Material Interest writer Kira Mackenzie Jackson to talk about building credibility and wealth when your

Jul 23
1 h 03 min

Am I Becoming My Mother?: on genetics, inheritance, and what you choose (with Genetics with Natalie)

#255. Am I slowly turning into my mother? I sat down with genetic counselor Natalie Samson to figure out how much of who we are is actually written in our DNA — and how m

Jul 16
1 h 11 min

ASK P: The Tough Love You Actually Need

#254. This week's ASK P tackles the questions you've been scared to ask out loud — navigating friendship breakups and having no close friends in your 20s, spending your b

Jul 9
1 h 05 min

Finding Out What My Best Friend Actually Does All Day (She’s a Celebrity Stylist), with Kristen Ritchie

#253. My best friend, Kristen Ritchie, has one of those jobs everyone's curious about and nobody really understands: she's a celebrity stylist— and she's annoyingly priva

Jul 2
55 min

Outgrowing Yourself on Purpose

#252. I’m mourning the loss of me… but, like, in a good way? In this episode, we are ending over a year of internal personal chaos with realizations about growth, releasi

Jun 25
52 min

Summer Favorites: Beauty, Style, Splurge vs. Steals, Substacks & More

#251. Everyone’s favorite seasonal series – summer favorites! I’ve gathered a long list of summertime favorites, from skincare & makeup to most-listened-to podcasts and p

Jun 18
59 min

ASK P: Resentment & Judgement in Relationships, Stagnant Sex Lives, Glow-Up Tips, and Long-Distance Love

#250. In today’s ASK P, we are discussing mostly relationship-related topics, with a little glow-up note to lighten the mood. Listeners sent in sensitive topics, like “am

Jun 11
51 min

How to Feel Like Yourself in Seasons of Instability

#249. If you’ve ever felt like you lost yourself in a season of constant change, this one’s for you. I’m sharing a few things that are actually keeping me grounded right

Jun 4
39 min

The Personal Holiday: On Crafting the Perfect Solo Weekend Away

#248. Solo travel doesn't have to mean a flight, a passport, or a packed itinerary — it just has to be yours. I'm breaking down exactly how to craft the perfect solo week

May 28
46 min

What TikTok Taught Me: Life Lessons I’ve Learned Following the Right People

#247. Social media gets a bad reputation — and usually earns it. But this week, I make the case for the other side: what happens when you curate your feed like a curricul

May 21
53 min

The Motherhood Conversation I Didn't Know I Needed, with What We Said (Jaci Marie & Chelsey Jade)

#246. Jaci Marie and Chelsey Jade of What We Said came prepared — and left me feeling like I actually might be too. We covered trimester zero prep, the surprising things

May 14
1 h 03 min

ASK P: Age Gap Relationships, Moving Out of the US, The Best Part of Getting Older, & Situationship Drama

#245. In this installment of ASK P, listeners are asking questions about age gap relationships, making an  international move, the positive side of getting older, and the

May 7
44 min

3 Way Pod Takeover: Catching Up & Single Girl Luck

#244. 3 Way Pod is taking over Note to Self in this chatty episode for the girls. Kristen is sharing how to manifest abundance and stay lucky (hint: it’s removing men fro

Apr 30
48 min

Chart positions

Where Note to Self ranks today in each Apple Podcasts chart (US, Sep 12, 2026).

#54 ▲ 3 Personal Journals US

What listeners say

A curated, balanced selection of Apple Podcasts reviews.

Love listening for all the truth. Shares her life with intention and is not afraid. Inspirational self love!

seewade · Nov 2024

I absolutely love NTS, it’s one of my favorite podcasts and I look forward to Thursdays because of it. However lately the episodes seem more ad stuffed and the actual content of the episode is short and left unfinished. I understand that ads are necessary!!! I just think the execution/incorporation of ads needs to be re-evaluated and the length of episodes need to be longer to combat the amount of ads.

Alligatorkater · Oct 2024

Love Peyton’s podcast. It feels like sitting down with a friend and is a place I turn to feel understood and less alone going through life things. Thank you for being you and doing this for your audience!

erinc__ · Sep 2024

I love how you feel like you are in the room having a conversation with Payton. She has such a warm, uplifting energy and I look forward to her episodes every week. Great topics and great guests ❤️

Lucy M.P · Sep 2024

I am a big fan of Payton but for the love of god… no more reading off lists of products to buy!!! This is stale, boring, and I don’t believe that the rampant consumerism is in line with NTS’s values. I have honestly stopped listening because these episodes are way too frequent and I’m tired of being told new stuff I need to buy or beauty services I just HAVE to have. I think if you’re a pod that already has ad space, you have no business putting out episodes with even more product recs. I hope this makes sense and I don’t want it to be perceived as too critical or unkind. We are all just bored of the endless shilling of products and wondering if the space is just too saturated and podcasters have nothing left to say. Its lazy and unappealing. I will always love P and keep up with her elsewhere but I will not continue to listen if this doesn’t change. Tell me about books and music you like, tell me about a recipe you tried, but stop telling me about products!!!! PLEASE! I am unfollowing but open to coming back if there’s a change.

kharris294 · Dec 2024

I’ve been a long-time listener of Payton and have always really enjoyed her content because of her relatability. She’s lost me now.. she claims to be inclusive, see all sides, and want to have open conversations about things… false. She goes with the grain. I’d love her to bring on a guest that has differing thoughts and opinions from her and have them have a true, honest debate on their beliefs. I’d love to hear her speak from facts and not emotions. Because the way I see it, she’s conformed to appease a specific audience. Bring back real girl content.

court_joyce · Sep 2024

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