Sarah Saxby | The Soul Rehab Project™ Podcast

The Pressure of Becoming Real

Everyone is feeling pressure somewhere, and it may be coming from the gap between who you are alone and who you pretend to be. In this episode, Sarah talks about losing

We Are All Just Sitting Ducks

You can follow the script, keep the faith, and do everything right, and still lose something you’ll never come back from by tonight. We’ve been conditioned to treat grie

When You See What Everyone Around You Can't

You’re living on the same street as everyone else, but you’re not living in the same reality anymore. In this episode, I talk about what it’s like to start seeing things

The Reality That Needs You to Blame Yourself

We’re taught to lower ourselves, work on our ego, and do better, but nothing here ever teaches us sovereignty. My own narcissistic relationship gave me the data to see h

Trying to Get Happy in a Life You Don't Want

You can love your family and still be empty inside the life you built. Sarah shares how she followed every rule: the marriage, the kids, the house, the job. Then she spe

The Kind of Love That Watches You Suffer

My old spiritual teachers told me a film called Astral City shows exactly what happens after we die. I believe it does, and that’s the problem. In it, a doctor dies and

Something Just Isn’t Right

We can spot the deception in a cult from the couch, but not in the beliefs we’re standing inside. In this episode, Sarah describes what happened when she let go of the r

Losing Your Religion

The relationship went. The job went. The belief system was supposed to be the one thing that stayed. This one traces that exact order — walking away from an abusive rela

You Will Never Get There

You’ve been sold an arrival that isn’t coming, and some part of you has known that for years. Every day looks like the one before it — work, errands, buying things you d

Who Benefits From Your Belief?

Every system you follow is hiding someone who benefits from your obedience. Fifty years inside a cult, a narcissistic relationship, and corrupt hierarchies taught Sarah

Anything But Silence

Marriage is supposed to make you whole. What if it’s just insurance against being alone with yourself? We’re told from the start that we’re incomplete — that somewhere o

Is Tomorrow Better Yet?

You’ve been told your whole life that tomorrow will be better. It’s a lie, and it’s the reason you can’t sit still. Every plan, every purchase, every distraction is a wa

Sharing a Reality You Already Left

The Earth is splitting, and it’s already begun — not someday, but right now, in the space that’s opened up between you and people you used to share a life with. Sarah tr

Being Informed Doesn’t Mean You’re “Awake”

You can know everything about this reality and still be standing exactly where you started. Going down rabbit holes, watching the videos, collecting the information — no

We Became Our Own Prison Guards

There is a system, and it did trap us. But its most brilliant move wasn’t building walls — it was teaching us to guard them ourselves. Every institution we trust to help

The Odds Were Never In Our Favor

The Hunger Games was never just a story about survival. It was a blueprint. Katniss and Peeta didn’t win by fighting harder inside the rules of the arena — they won by r

The Matrix Isn’t Hiding Anymore

The matrix stopped hiding a long time ago. What used to take work to see is now sitting right in front of us, and somehow people are still scrolling past it. Sarah walks

You Can’t Judge a Perfect Soul

We’ve built an entire life around performing — and mistaking that performance for who we are. Every hierarchy runs on judgment: a boss above you deciding if you performe

Open Contact Is Already Here

You think you’re ready for contact. If you were, it would already be here. Sarah walks through what open contact actually looks like when you strip away the spaceship my

The Comfort You're Looking For Isn't Coming

We keep looking outside ourselves for relief — a job, a relationship, a routine, anything to make the discomfort stop. But the outside is burning, and no amount of rearra